Obedience and conscience
“Certainly, if I am obliged to
bring religion into after-dinner toasts ... I shall drink – to the Pope, if you
please — still, to conscience first, and to the Pope afterwards.”
But what does the quotation mean? Alongside the quotation in
the exhibition we see a copy of this painting by Masolino in the Brancacci
chapel in Florence. St Peter is preaching on the day of Pentecost. To me, this
painting offers a wonderful insight into Newman’s understanding of the
relationship between conscience and the authority of the Pope.
First of all, though, it helps to understand something of
Newman’s own journey of conscience. Newman followed his conscience at a huge cost
to what one might say were his own interests:
“The loss of friends what a great evil is this! The loss of position, of name, of esteem - such a stultification of myself - such a triumph to others. It is no proud thing to unsay what I had said, to pull down what I have attempted to build up.”(Letter to Keble)
Newman’s journey led him to become a Catholic, to fully
accept the teaching of the Church. In the same Letter to the Duke of Norfolk, Newman
goes on to say:
“I say there is only one Oracle of God, the Holy Catholic Church and the Pope as her head. To her teaching I have ever desired all my thoughts, all my words to be conformed.”
There is no tension in this painting between the authority of
the Pope and the consciences of the faithful who have been brought together as
one. Just as the Holy Spirit inspires St Peter as he preaches, so also the Holy
Spirit is illuminating the consciences of each of those who are listening. Each
of the listeners is captivated by St Peter’s message, but in their own unique
way. Each pair of eyes, each heart, is captivated in a unique way by the
same Holy Spirit. The crowd is brought together in the Church, as they ask St
Peter “What must we do to be saved?”
A similar synergy exists between the heart and conscience of
Blessed Newman, and the teaching of the Church. The synergy can only be
experienced if you place obedience to the voice of God speaking in the depths of your own being above every other consideration.